Rec Category: Episode related
Pairing: none
Categories: episode related, Samantha Carter, gen, character study, angst
Warnings: original character death
Author on LJ:
splash_the_cat
Author's Website: Moments of Adoration
Link: And You Peacemakers Go to the Same Place as Soldiers
Why This Must Be Read: I have to make a confession. And You Peacemakers Go to the Same Place as Soldiers was one of the top stories on my list to rec in the Samantha Carter category last month. Unfortunately, I’m not the only reccer out there with excellent taste, and it was already listed in the memories for that category. So I am sneakily reccing it for Episode Related instead. :)
It was one thing for Sam to discover that Jolinar's temporary possession of her body left her capable of using the healing device; in Seth, we see her badly shaken by her newly-found ability to use the ribbon device to kill. Julie gives us Sam in those days right afterwards, recovering from a disastrous mission in which she'd been forced to use the ribbon device again… and this time, with deadly consequences.
What follows, among the angst and anguish and struggle, is a fascinating character study into what makes Sam so wonderfully herself. There's her bitterness over Jolinar, and how the memories and emotions that the symbiote left behind are twisting her own feelings. There's her uncertainty of what she's become, and the knowledge of how she might have to use those abilities again. And there's the bulwark of her teammates' support, in every circumstance, ready to stand at her side when she needs them.
This wonderful story was one of my favorites in the
samcarterfic ficathon, and it comes with the highest of recommendations.