Rec Category: John Sheppard
Pairing: None
Category: Gen; Angst; Drama; Hurt/Comfort;
Warning: AU, Strong sexual situations, Disturbing content. Strong Language
Author : M., m@butcheredart.net
Author's Website: N/A
Link: www.butcheredart.net/Fiction/YourCowboyDays.html
Why This Must Be Read: I considered for a long time whether I should rec this story under this catergory (or leave it to rec as an AU down the track), but I decided that this story shows so much of the John Sheppard I love that it fits here just as well. The story revolves around the fact that Sheppard is living offworld with Teyla and his son who is the product of a wraith experiment. This is not a John/Teyla pairing, it's friendship deep and true, with Teyla giving up much to stand by John when he needs her the most.
The story is AU but could very well have branched of pre-EATG cannon. It's a haunting tale that shows not only the shock and horror of wraith experimentation but also John's acceptance and blossoming love of a little boy that had no control over his introduction into John's life. Their relief at being rescued from the wraith quickly develops into desperation that forces John and his young son to flee Atlantis with the support of Teyla (and help from Rodney)
Johns courage and spirit leaps from the page as he struggles to protect his son. His need to do that comes at a terrible price that almost drives him over the edge. A surprising twist sees an old enemy become a close ally that provides the incentive for John to fight through the despair that almost overwhelms him after tragedy strikes.
When I first read this story I had a little trouble following what was happening at first, but quickly discovered the mystery in the first parts are slowly and carefully unveiled as the story goes on.
This story is also available in podfic form and is beautifully read by general_jinjur here:
audiofic.jinjurly.com/search/node/your+cowboyBe warned though, this reading left me sobbing in places as the emotion bleeds through. This is a Sheppard that has been torn apart emotionally yet still finds the strength to fight on. He's broken but has the courage to rise over it and do what he feels is right in his fight against the wraith for the people of Pegasus.
( snippet )