Moka, by Martha
Mar. 5th, 2006 02:30 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Rec Category: John Sheppard
Pairing: John Sheppard / Rodney McKay, kinda
Category: Horror, (pre)-slash
Warning: Violence and graphic descriptions of unpleasant things.
Author on LJ:
saffronhouse
Author's Website: Good Morning, Sunshine
Link: Moka
Why This Must Be Read: I see a lot of differing characterizations of John in fic, and sometimes they jibe with what I was thinking and sometimes they don't, not without a lot of mental work. This John, though, is so spot-on it's disturbing; this story is about what happens when you do when you're not yourself and how you live with it when you come back, and watching John try to come to terms with what he's done and do the right things to make amends even when he's not at all sure how much of it is memory and how much of it is dream rings so true.
I won't lie to you; this story is not for the faint of heart. But it is an amazing piece of psychological horror, vaguely reminiscent of Heart of Darkness; Mistah Kurtz, he dead, and the author peels back one layer of "normal" at a time, through dreams and half-remembered moments and things John doesn't understand, until the realization at the end makes perfect sense and fits so neatly and seamlessly into everything we know of the characters.
Pairing: John Sheppard / Rodney McKay, kinda
Category: Horror, (pre)-slash
Warning: Violence and graphic descriptions of unpleasant things.
Author on LJ:
![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
Author's Website: Good Morning, Sunshine
Link: Moka
Why This Must Be Read: I see a lot of differing characterizations of John in fic, and sometimes they jibe with what I was thinking and sometimes they don't, not without a lot of mental work. This John, though, is so spot-on it's disturbing; this story is about what happens when you do when you're not yourself and how you live with it when you come back, and watching John try to come to terms with what he's done and do the right things to make amends even when he's not at all sure how much of it is memory and how much of it is dream rings so true.
I won't lie to you; this story is not for the faint of heart. But it is an amazing piece of psychological horror, vaguely reminiscent of Heart of Darkness; Mistah Kurtz, he dead, and the author peels back one layer of "normal" at a time, through dreams and half-remembered moments and things John doesn't understand, until the realization at the end makes perfect sense and fits so neatly and seamlessly into everything we know of the characters.