I NEVER WANTED THIS TO HAPPEN by Rysler

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Rec Category: Janet Frasier/Sam Carter
Pairing: Janet Frasier/Samantha Carter

Category: Janet/Sam, first time, hurt/comfort, violence, action/adventure,  

Rating: NC-17
Warning: femslash, violence, (aftermath of torture)
Author's Website: http://www.broodingdetective.com/SG1/stargate.html

Author on LJ:rysler

Link:  http://www.broodingdetective.com/SG1/neverwantedthistohappen.html

 

Why This Must Be Read: The ‘shoe is on the other foot’ for a change. Janet suffers the consequences of protecting Cassie and the Stargate Program. SG-1 works to determine the source of the attack and ongoing threat. Sam is forced to examine her feelings as she realizes she could literally lose her ‘adopted’ family. This is an intense story with intrigue, suspense, action and romance.
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Excerpt: Standing just outside the infirmary, Sam struggled with her emotions. She had feelings for Janet, she always had. They'd been simmering for years, pushed aside because she could die at any moment, that was the expectation being on SG1, and it wouldn't be fair to screw up her best friend's life like that. Either Sam'd find the courage to act on their chemistry, or she'd die--either way, she had all the time in the world. Janet wasn't going anywhere.

Now, she had experienced the burning pain of losing Janet. She'd never considered that the doctor, the stable one, would go first, and now all the unspoken things, the little regrets, were all Sam could think about.

She loved Janet, and Janet deserved to know before she died.