ext_26798 ([identity profile] vickysg1.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] stargateficrec2008-03-04 10:03 am

Sensual Healing by anuna_81 (NC-17)

Rec Category: John Sheppard/Elizabeth Weir
Pairing: John/Elizabeth
Category: romance, smut
Warning: graphic sex
Author on LJ: [livejournal.com profile] anuna_81
Author's Website: Anuna's author page at Command Dynamic
Link: Sensual Healing

Why This Must Be Read: This fic was written for the "237 reasons to have sex" challenge over at Command Dynamics. The reason was: "I wanted to have the experience". John has lost something precious, and Elizabeth decides to help him with it. It was beautifully written, it's smut with plot! The whole psychological part of the loss is really powerful and we can really feel John's struggle.


Last two days flashed before his eyes. The strange ancient device Rodney found — it was supposed to be memory enhancing lie detector. John accidentally touched it, which resulted in activation of apparently malfunctioning device and a power surge that knocked both him and Elizabeth down. After they woke up, Carson gave them all clear to go, because there was apparently nothing wrong with them.

Physically.

It lasted only couple of hours until Elizabeth came back to the infirmary — and by accident John was there too — and he heard her explain in panic to Carson that she couldn’t calm some scientists down.

It sounded ridiculous at first, but Elizabeth managed to calm down enough to explain them she had lost her negotiating skill. The group of bickering people made her feel nervous to the point where she ran out of the room, experiencing a panic attack and nausea.

Finally Carson concluded it was due to lie detector malfunction. The device affected her emotional memory in some way. He asked John if he experienced something similar and John shook his head. Everything seemed fine.

Until he was stuck with a beautiful woman alone in the darkened balcony, and she wanted to have sex with him. He didn’t know where or how to begin.

Sliding to the floor of his room, he realized he couldn’t remember having sex at all. Ever. In some strange way he did know for certain he had sex in his life — a lot of sex — but somehow his brain was wiped clean just like none of it ever happened.

He was a mental virgin.